"Sympathy constitutes friendship; but in love there is a sort of antipathy, or opposing passion. Each strives to be the other, and both together make up one whole."

 

She's all I need-/-She's all I dream-\-She's all I'm always wanting-/-She's all I need-\-She's all I dream-/-She's all I'm always wanting-\-You...-/-Another night with her-\-I'm always wanting you-/-Another night with her-\-But I'm always wanting you.-\-

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Saturday, August 14, 2004

I made myself a new xanga.  If you want it, leave a com.m.en.t   i'll a.d.d some people myself, but just comment if u want it cause i might have not added you. or just leave a com.m.en.t if u wanna know what its' name is.


Sunday, August 01, 2004

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By Delerium, Sarah McLachlan
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Ok.  I was thinking about labels, such a bunch of bullshit.  FUCK THAT.  "Punk" "Freak" "Gay"  ugh LABELS make everything COMPLICATED.  bah.  so anyway, I was thinking about myself.  lol.  And I've noticed how childish I can act sometimes..but you guys who know me well enough..know that i can be pretty serious too.  I guess I act childish because i want to lighten things up, make things funny..make people happy?  Butt I'm a serious personn.  I mean I say such stupid things sometimes, which all make me feel like shit afterwords...but I'm just trying to make things feel lighter.  Bah.  i hate talking about myself..like getting into myself..letting things out.  but i need to.  lol ok i can't take talking about myself anymore.

i'm gonna try to be more serious, now on.  i doubt that'll work out.

anyway, Tino's coming back today! woo.  yes, i'm a loser.  so, the weekend went by so fast.  k done.

 


Friday, July 30, 2004

Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 66%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||| 62%
Schizotypal |||||||||||| 50%
Antisocial |||||||||||||| 54%
Borderline |||||||||||||| 58%
Histrionic |||||||||| 38%
Narcissistic |||||||||| 34%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 58%
Dependent |||||||||||||| 58%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 58%
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Introverted (I) 66.67% Extroverted (E) 33.33%
Imaginative (N) 51.52% Realistic (S) 48.48%
Intellectual (T) 53.13% Emotional (F) 46.88%
Organized (J) 57.14% Easygoing (P) 42.86%
Your type is: INTJ
You are a Planner, possible professions include - management consultant, economist, scientist, computer programmer, environmental planner, new business developer, curriculum designer, administrator, mathematician, psychologist, neurologist, biomedical researcher, strategic planner, civil engineer, intellectual properties attorney, designer, editor/art director, inventor, informational-graphics designer, financial planner, judge.
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Eysenck's Test Results
Extraversion (32%) moderately low which suggests you are quiet, unassertive, and aloof.
Neuroticism (59%) moderately high which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous.
Psychoticism (45%) medium which suggests you are moderately offensive, uncooperative, and rebellious.
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Alrighty.  I haven't updated here in a bit.  I guess I just wasn't in the mood.  I made a few entries private.  Let's see how this goes.  I also fixed this xanga baby up a bit.  I got tired of the black background color.  So, it's friday..it's hot.  I just realized I do not always say complete sentences..i.e. the dog..bathroom.  [the dog is peeing]  Erm, almost August..almost a Senior..still don't drive..how fucking sad.  I like sitting here and not worrying about school.  Oh well.  I talked to Kristen today, that was good..we actually talked a little.  I haven't talked to her in a bit because I've been afraid to say anything to ruin things up more.  Because no matter what she says, it was my fault.   Hmmm.  I'm done for now.


I haven't updated here in a while, I suppose.  I don't like updating much because I don't like to speak of what is going on.  Unless, it were some great news.  I'm just kind of in a stump right now.  I'm always wanting to stuff bad things away, you know?  Like anything bad gets stuffed deep in my head, then I try to top it with sugar...making it smother around..does that make sense?  I basically try to hide the bad things.  And pretend I'm happy and nothing is wrong.  Because I feel like it doesn't matter what is wrong with me.  That everything is fine, that I don't want to kill myself.  I don't even understand what I should do anymore.  I'm trying to let things flow..er.



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